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Ferron Has Zero Tolerance For Hype And Glitz.
By Dave Irwin
FOLK MUSICIAN FERRON has toured the past few years with
the Indigo Girls, who cite her as a major influence. Tori Amos
guested on Ferron's last album. But in mid-life after more than
20 years as an artist, Ferron realizes that her wave may have
already crested as far as fame and fortune. "I'm a writer's
writer. I've always had my own style of music carved out,"
she states. "It just happened that at one point Warner Brothers
thought that it was a good thing and they wanted to do something
with it. And when they couldn't do something with it...now I need
to get everything back home and keep going with it the way that
it was."
Home, at least part of the year, is an island with 300 inhabitants
across the Strait of Georgia from Vancouver, British Columbia.
"I live a very quiet life, in a cabin with wood heat and
an outhouse," she explains. "I'm sort of quietly trying
to live in a 24-hour walking meditation. As I get older, I realize
that there's a way you can set up your life so your needs are
less, so what you do can suffice. Now that I'm living more in
the country, I think I can slow it down a little bit."
Ferron's other home is at the Institute for Musical Arts in Bodega,
California, where she is an artist-in-residence, conducting writing
workshops. "I think the social responsibility of folk music
is to remember where we come from and to keep going back there.
The whole desire of folk music was that we hear from the common
person about the common issues of life and sometimes the big business
thing turns that into something inaccessible. So I'm very interested
in these writing workshops to hear from regular people and just
be with them. Touring is a way of going out and reaching people,
but it's reaching them under certain terms, which is a lot different
than sitting in a room--you're talking and writing and then eating
dinner together, you know, waiting in line to go to the bathroom."
Ferron has been making highly admired personal albums since her
debut in 1977. Her songs, full of vivid imagery and unabashed
hope, have influenced newcomers like the Indigo Girls and Dar
Williams, but the big breakout has eluded Ferron. Her two Warner
Brothers releases, Phantom Center (1995) and Still Riot
(1996), were well received critically, but not commercially.
"I'm not an industry-type person," she admits. "I
can't crank out an album in eight months. It seems to take me
three years to go through the process of writing, recovering from
the writing, touring, recovering from the touring, getting down
to that barrenness again. Because of the myth of fame, you think
it's going to bring you something and it doesn't. So then you're
left with your aloneness. Then something starts to happen again
and the urge to create is wanting closeness to your God. I mean,
that's why I create. I don't know about creating because it's
time for the market to have something else to slosh around. I
mean, it's a respectable business; it's just not the one I'm in."
Asked about her own influences, she demures for a moment, then
confesses, "I love Greg Brown. I love him as a man, as a
person and as a writer. I need his work. Listening to him speak
his truth gives me strength.
"I toured with the Indigo Girls and I love them, I love
their music, but more than that, I love their kindness. When you're
backstage and you watch people, you find out if they're bullshit
or not and they are not. They really are good people."
Still, doesn't seeing the opportunity for wealth and recognition
fade bother her?
She laughs. "My big trauma in life is that I planted a whole
garden and didn't realize that I left the gate open when I was
on tour and the deer ate everything--leveled it to the ground.
Nothing has ever devastated me more. The first time I saw a deer
after that, I didn't really like it, and I thought, 'Ok, I've
got to balance this out differently.' I mean, hostile thoughts
about deer?"
Asked where she sees herself in the future, Ferron's personal
vision is clear.
"Twenty years from now," she says without hesitation,
"I hope to be making small little songs out of my house and
have a retreat center that people come to and where they can write
and open up their hearts and just sort of keep learning how to
tell the truth from fiction."
Ferron performs at 8 p.m. Friday, September 25, at the
Berger Performing Arts Center, 1200 W. Speedway. Tickets are $15,
available at Hear's Music, Antigone Books or by phone at 327-4809.
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